I have talked about my fears of gaining and my fears of just staying the same weight. My one pound loss this week scares me. I know as I get closer and closer to my goal weight I will have more and more one pound losses, no losses, or I might even have gains. I fear the day I have to report a gain. So far I have not had to do so but I have certainly had some close calls. This coming week I plan to take things up a notch and really amp up my exercise. I hope that will help me to meet my goal this coming weigh in of -2lbs to reach -50lbs.
I was thinking today about what it will be like to be -80lbs. Will that be enough? Will I want to go to 90? to 100? I keep wondering if 80 was too modest. I have been dicussing that with Tommy a lot this week. I think it all boils down to comfort. If I am comfortable at -80lbs then so be it. If I feel like I need to loose another 10-20lbs then I will cross that bridge when I come to it. But another fear I have is never being happy with my weight. I don't want to be one of these people who keep loosing and loosing until they are just skin and bones. As I near 50lbs I wonder what I will look like at -80lbs. It is very exciting and scary but in a good way.
I was thinking today about what it will be like to be -80lbs. Will that be enough? Will I want to go to 90? to 100? I keep wondering if 80 was too modest. I have been dicussing that with Tommy a lot this week. I think it all boils down to comfort. If I am comfortable at -80lbs then so be it. If I feel like I need to loose another 10-20lbs then I will cross that bridge when I come to it. But another fear I have is never being happy with my weight. I don't want to be one of these people who keep loosing and loosing until they are just skin and bones. As I near 50lbs I wonder what I will look like at -80lbs. It is very exciting and scary but in a good way.
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