I realized today I find myself in an awkward state.  I am a fat lady eating like a skinny lady.  This seems to confuse people.   Today when I ordered my meal at Subway the lady looked like she wanted to ask me, "Don't you want more?" or yesterday when I ate at Blackwells the server felt the need to tell me how small the cup of soup was (and it was quite big enough for me).   Part of me wants to say... "Look people I am a work in progress.  Soon my body will match my food intake ok?"    Until then I guess I am ok with being Awkward :)



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